Scott and I have suffered the loss of two beautiful children.

Our first, Zane was born by emergency caesarian section on 16 October 2006. I was 41 weeks pregnant. He lived for 36 short hours struggling to fight the effects of blood loss caused by undiagnosed Vasa Praevia.

Ada was concieved six months after we lost Zane and her name means "happy," chosen because she brought happiness back to us. I woke up one morning and her heart had stopped beating, but we dont know why. I was 25 weeks pregnant when i delivered her by caesarian section on 7 September 2007.

Special thanks to the ladies at pregnancy.org who made all of the wonderful blinkies and memorial graphics i have used on these pages.